i love this blog.. love it.. i admit to being enough of an ego maniac that i enjoy going and just admiring what my archive looks like… i posted these pics, that i either found just pic mining on google or reblogging you fine people, because they had qualities i took pleasure in.. the light, the realism, the subject, the angle, the location.. the light, the light, the light… :) bring it thru a window to the left a la vermeer and i’m done for..
but i’m also funny bone girl.. i love a dark joke and a good laugh.. harsh truths and bold statements.. and so much of the stuff i was clicking that little heart for was either funny as fuck, angry as fuck, or porn with a significant cock worshipping slant.. a new blog was needed.. and so i made http://mindtwinkies.tumblr.com/ and let that side of me flow..
but in a brief email conversation with a cool guy, http://theinternetaccordingtoadrian.tumblr.com/ a bone got stuck in my proverbial throat.. why the need for two blogs? did these sides of myself need to be kept apart? no, i don’t think so.. it’s the perfectionist in me that likes this blog.. even though she’s obviously sloppy as fuck.. lol.. no, keeping both going is starting to annoy me.. and make it clear that the energy i spend doing both is a waste of time and a denial of the whole picture…
and truly, just now, the post below this on my blog, from http://inothernews.tumblr.com/, an excellent blog, pushed me over the edge.. i was signed in here so i went to reblog it.. but then i thought, no, it should go in mindtwinkies… to which my mind immediately offers how ridiculously stupid that is and why not just cut to the chase..
https://occupywallst.org/ is getting to me… seriously…
i’ve got a job i love and while i’m barely keeping my head above water financially, i can’t walk away from it.. if i could, or if i was homeless, or unemployed and had no options, i’d be walking to nyc right now if that was my only choice…
but i’m here, in tampa, to keep grinding it out.. but my mood has shifted… i’ll still post pretty pictures but i’m not going to do this particular blog anymore… i’ll be over at mindtwinkies, being more of all of me.. pretty, angry, horny, funny, curious, open, and smirking most likely, when i’m not shaking my fist at the sky…
come see me there, if you like :) http://mindtwinkies.tumblr.com/







